So. It's New Year's Eve 2010. For the first time in forever, we are having a quiet one. If we stay home we normally have friends over and drinks and the kids go mad squirting water pistols and I drink way too much and spend New Year's Day mildly hungover!
This year we were invited to go away with friends. We took too long to decide, the place booked out. We were half-assed inviting friends over. Nothing eventuated and when we finally got together to decide what to do, everywhere local was booked out!
We were invited to have dinner and drinks at someone's house. We never committed. Ah, they changed their plans. Sigh. So here we are, home with the kids. To be honest, I think I'm loving it. I've had a huge tequila-fuelled margarita, apple pie and ice cream and I'm feeling FINE!
So 2010 has been an interesting year for me. Not a bad year, but an interesting one. My business has grown rapidly, my husband and kids have had a great year, it's mostly been fairly routine and okay.
I've been to some awesome concerts this year starting with Jimmy Barnes.
Seriously one of the best nights of my life!
I've also been to Pixies who I have ADORED since forever,
and was completely gobsmacked at the amazing talent of The Eels. Awesome!

Then of course I cannot forget taking my babies to their first live concert, seeing The Potbelleez. SO cool!

I was incredibly lucky to be in Brisbane to witness the art by the amazing Ron Mueck.
And smaller exhibitions along the way.
My baby sister got married in an Indian-Australian ceremony and I wore my first (and I honestly hope LAST) sari...
I got to tour with Wendy Senger and Heidi Swapp when they came over from the USA to run their Mistified tour in Melbourne and Sydney.
And then in their classes at SIA and also on the Aussie Scrap Source booth. I got to hang with some old friends and met lots of gals I'd only known online. I love that!

I got to do all that with my best scrapping, travelling sidekick Suz
Unfortunately we had to finish up our little Budget Scrapbooking business, but not before our last hoorah at the Scrapbook and Papercraft Expo in Brisbane. It was a great show, and we got to see more scrappy gal pals but OH they are SO much work!!! :) The shows, not they gal-pals!

My baby boy turned 11.
My baby girl turned 8.
I lost my beloved Grandpa and his funeral was one of the most awful experiences of my life :-( Having said that though, I was glad I didn't let certain *ahem* people walk all over me.
I won a weekend away in the city, just me and my gorgeous hubby. We saw "Fame" the Musical and stayed in a swish suite!

We were so lucky that the next morning was Buddha's Day in Melbourne. It was an amazing cultural experience, I found it quite emotional and beautiful.

I FINALLY gathered the courage to join Road Trauma Support Services as a volunteer speaker and have spoken at several Road Trauma Awareness Seminars over the last few months. I KNOW I have made a difference, even if only a small one. My biggest achievement with it this year is speaking at Victoria University at an enormous Trauma symposium. There were SO many faces looking at me, silent, engaged, some crying...it was amazing. Afterwards many of the participants hugged me, talked to me, shared their own stories with me. It was an amazing experience...and so cathartic.
I like to think now that while my experience has been horrendous, it may have or may still prevent others being hurt on our roads. After speaking to 100-200 people in a room too, I don't mind saying I left feeling like I could kick anyone's or anything ass!!!
And in light of this achievement, I got my first (and definitely not my last) tattoo.....

The photo is a phone one, pretty nasty pic, it looks better in this shot of me with my sisters...
It's just sort of over my heart. The cherries are to remind me to stay hard on the inside, to stay strong and tough, to remain sweet and approachable as I can be but stay strong in my core being. And I love that they're red and funky and the amazing tattooist at Warragul Tattoos convinced me to use my own drawing which she tweaked a bit until I loved it. Tez is her name, shame she's not on the website because my inking is really fine and she rocked it and NO it didn't hurt. (Keep in mind I'm pretty fleshy right there)
I've photographed some amazing relationships, beautiful children, the miracle of pregnancy, couples tying the knot, nurtured my love of capturing connections between people and finding their true beauty, not just the cosmetic kind. Aww makes my tummy so mooshy!
I got to shoot many images for this publication, the Tipping Foundation Annual Report. I'm so proud to be associated with these guys, I NEVER tire of meeting their clients, and most of all I LOVE hearing their stories. I find the clients here teach me SO much in such a short time about appreciation for what I have, appreciation for my children and most of all I love to witness their true beauty, their true love and joy of little things I take for granted.
On the scrapping front, this year I have been a bit slow. Earlier in the year I was feeling seriously burnt-out creatively. I'm currently on a break from my commitment on the Aussie Scrap Source Design Team.
I am honestly starting to miss it now though. I am glad I had the break though as I was really starting to hate it and that's the last thing I wanted.
Here's my last few Aussie projects though...
I've done a bit of sewing, done some drawing and even sold my first piece on RedBubble
Right now though I'm feeling like I'm in a total creative funk. In fact, it's scaring me because being creative is WHO I AM. I have been since I was little, it's so much a part of my identity that without it I don't know who I am.
I've had a few margaritas for New Year's so I'm rambling a bit but of you'e the creative type you will know exactly what I mean when I say you tap into the "zone". I remember watching a documentary on what makes people creative and someone described creativity as a direct line to god. I'm not quite "there" but I'm having great difficulty tapping into THAT right now. Sigh.
So, anyway, instead of moping around whining, I've joined in with this starting tomorrow, erm today -

The details are here if you want to join in too.
Maybe it's my lack of ATTENTION to just being freely creative that is blocking me.
Maybe it's the silly "what's the point of making this stuff?" voice in my head.
Maybe it's the lack of confidence I have at the moment. Grrr self-confidence is a fickle thing.
I dunno but I'm changing this in 2011. The New Year has now ticked over and it's time to get my creative dacks back on. For real. Watch this space...